Swim team is refreshing. I enjoy the mindless exhaustion. I ran for captain, but I wasn't sure I really wanted to. Which is good, because I didn't get it.

Sometimes, I just don't understand people. Or maybe I just don't take the effort.

Maybe it's just because I expect people to be like me. To react like me. Ditsy people frustrate me beyond all reason. People who pretend to be different are bad, but it's even worse if they're pretending just for the sake of pretending.

I'm kind of a loner, at heart. I think. Maybe. I definitely like my peace and quiet, but I also like to get in on a party. But if I go to a party or something, and I can't get in on it, then all the talking starts to irritate me. I especially hate being on vans or buses with lots of talking people. Girls are usually the worst.

And what's the deal with random "What's up"? I mean, if you're going to talk to me, you'd better not just call me and say, "I'm bored. What're you doing?" You'd better have something at least a little important to say. Or entertaining. Because if you don't, then I'm just going to be sitting on the phone, listening to the freaking awkward silence, and mouthing out curse words while I make faces. I don't like being attached to people. That's basically the whole point of this rant.

Which brings me to another point. If I DO get attached to you, you would do well to respect those feelings. Because they don't come a lot at all.

I really hate to say this, because I know some people are going to read this and think I'm talking about them. I guess I'm just a jerk for thinking like this, but that's the truth.

*relief*

I dont like being the one in charge because of that too. It's just so annoying when that happens.
» Nuttz on 2007-08-19 12:21:51

Bah,
I don't see why talking like that makes you a jerk. I mean, I usually mouth stuff at the person on the other end when they're quiet.

And girls ARE the worst. I hate girls. Urghgrhr. This would be a more convincing thing to admit if I weren't one myself, but there it is. Girls suck at thinking up something not girly to say, if they're That Type. And a lot suck at talking at all. I don't know what that leaves them to do.

...Forget I just said that.
» Unicornasaurus on 2007-08-19 04:55:09

I know exactly what you mean about those awkward phone calls; I know a few people who call me and the second thing they say is "what're you doing?" I always try to come up with something weird to say, like "perfecting the ancient technique of staring at my wall."
» Dilated on 2007-08-19 11:17:22

Only because she started doing insane hand motions and whispering "Gimme the phone! Gimme the phone!" until I did.
» Unicornasaurus on 2007-08-19 09:47:03

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