So, I was thinking
Monday. 10.27.08 5:09 pm
Vision from my left eye is pretty crisp and clear. On the right eye, though, it's blurry and not quite as focused. Maybe it's the contact; I've noticed a speck on the lens. I couldn't get it off, but it's on the outside and doesn't bother my eye, so I left it alone.
I don't take very good care of my contacts. But that's just kind of how I am. I take liberties with myself, and come out all right. I'm not super careful with my contacts, but I rarely get eye infections, and not very bad ones at that. In fact, I never seem to get really sick at all. I don't medicate for anything, except for the loose Vitamin C every now and then. I don't go out of my way to take care of getting sick from my peers. I never use deodorant, but that's just because I've never really developed body odor. No joke. It's not like the kid who can't smell his own. I just never seem to sweat.
I guess I'm really lucky. I sure am glad to have the body I do. I can't really complain about anything. I like the way it looks. I like the way it handles. I am deeply content with my body.
And my mind, too. I guess I'm a narcissist or something. There's a certain...personality in my thought process. I love that, too. When I talk, every detail of my speech is important. The diction. The metaphors. The rhythm. The timing. The context. My tone of voice. My facial expression. None of it is premeditated, but all of it is so...me.
And when I see it in other people with the same way of thinking, I appreciate all the little details without even consciously thinking about it. I try to become friends with that person.
My friends are the coolest. It's neat, because it's like I have different groups of friends. Some of the groups overlap a little. My best friends are the people who can fit into any group. And those people definitely understand me. Even if they don't consciously know it.
It's good to know that there are people who love me, and just love to be with me. Sometimes, I think, people take that for granted. You should love your friends, at least a little.
I love them back.
...well, that was random.
Thanks, one day I'll post a huge thing on the whole situation. It makes my brain clutter just thinking about explaining everything.
I agree with your post, by the way. I love when you find those certain people who just completely get how your brain works and how you think. Then there's that mutual sense of understanding, I don't know. It's awesome though.
» zachstabbedme on 2008-10-27 10:12:50
If I understood correctly, I do that sometimes too. Like when I write someone and have a friend read it, weeks later they'll be like "I noticed that so and so did this, and it was like (insert something here that connect to my life)" and I'll gasp because I didn't notice. Sometimes I'll base characters off of people I know in real life and I end up learning a lot more about them through my subconscious.
Yeah, I think I'm getting off topic and I'm kinda confusing myself, so I'm just going to post this comment and hope for the best! Haha.
» zachstabbedme on 2008-10-27 10:54:24
Take care of your eyesight. In 2004, I underwent 11 surgical procedures on my eyes just to be able to maintain my vision. Take care of your whole body now while you are young because believe me, the worst thing about getting old is getting old!!
» YoungAtHeart on 2008-10-28 07:39:45
You shouldn't leave that spot on. Your eye will get bad if you leave it there, trust me. I understand that whole love yourself whole and completely thing. You're just content and know who you are inside and out. Based on what I've read (which isn't much here, heh) you're not likely to get depression or become suicidal. Good for you. ('-^)=b
» Silver-dot- on 2008-10-28 01:43:16
Well I finally wrote that entry that I promised you I'd write.
It's kind of long. You may be the only one that reads it. You may not even read it.
I appreciate this entry of yours. And the light/dark thing is improved, cheers.
btw--- Now I finally know what that smell is..... ;)
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