When it hits, I have no time to react...or maybe no reaction to execute. I've just stood up for the last song, gripping the low-hanging beam above-and-in-front with both hands. I lean backwards, away from the stairs, resting on my fingers.

Fast-forward: I can feel my hands twitching spasmodically, the fingers clenching and unclenching in short jerks around the edge of the metal. I wonder what music they're dancing to.

Fast-forward: I can't tell if my eyes are moving, or even if they're open. My face is slack, and I worry that I probably look very foolish, but I don't think to close my mouth.

The buzz is so intense that I can't even experience it until it recedes. For those moments, I was the buzz. The clearing of my mind is both pleasant and irritating, not-unlike the sensation of a sleeping limb regaining blood flow.




Well that was different.

EDIT-----------

Guys, I wasn't on any drugs or anything. I can't imagine how anyone here could think that, but let me be very clear. Haha

Double Edit:
Yeah it totally sounds like I was on drugs. Whoops. This describes my experience when I had the most mind-numbing head rush this morning in church. I think it was hunger-induced. But honestly I don't know.

Stop doing drugs!


By the way, I like your layout, with astronaut falling into the flames. That is sweeeet. The flaming middaymoon@nutang.com part hovers in front of the blog entry for some reason though (Google Chrome).


» Zanzibar on 2012-04-01 06:06:19

what were you on?

this reminds me of the first time i got drunk. i took several shots, stating that i felt nothing. then, i stood up, and immediately fell over.
» thaitanic on 2012-04-01 09:18:35

hahah, I figured you weren't. But that's definitely what it sounded like. And you were right, it was my screen. I have a netbook. On my other screen it looks fine.
» Zanzibar on 2012-04-02 05:07:53

I basically had the same reaction as Zanzibar and thaitanic before I read your edit. XD
» randomjunk on 2012-04-03 06:05:14

Sounds like it could have been a hunger thing, are you hypoglycemic?
» lyndeep on 2012-04-04 01:36:16

If you didn't put in the "Double Edit" notes, I wouldn't be able to guess you were in church at that time. I thought you were in a club when I was reading your post.
» mun on 2012-04-11 09:40:19

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